Saturday, November 14, 2009

TeLenoveLa si~RossaDania





"My marriage is a huge mistake u know.."

I take a very strong, deep breath dengan dahi berkedut and quickly back to the moment..

"Sorry?"

Actually I masih dalam phrasa terkejut dgn statement Nia. I just met her no longer than 18 hours and can u imagine that she can came out wif this kind of juicy story?

Somtime I wonder why this thing always happen to me? People that I just know had trust in me that they are willing to tell this sort of story.

Actually I had learned from reading that Aries Rooster like me is a good secret keeper. (Ya ka??) But can they tell just by a Hello? Tapi takpalah, she seems kind hearted, pretty.. (which make u perasan cantik been around her) friendly, helpful dan I rasa semua orang pon rasa nak kawan n duduk dekat dia even i noticed that she kind of have this 'high class face' that she only offer her smile to certain people..(im sooo the chosen one lah! haha)

"Apsal u buat muka camtu? Jangan la terkejut. I tau u bleh terima crita2 cam ni kan?
Sbb first time I cakap ngan u jer I dah tau kita sekepala. I rasa lega sangat dapat jadi room mate u snjang course ni."


Me-still in my blurr mode then smile back at her. Yeah, I sebenarnya pon rasa selamat and Thanks God sebb dapat roommate yg cantik n super stylo macam Nia..takder lah I boring tido sebelah orang yg berlagak sombong ke, pendiam ke, super alim ke, sangat baik ker..skema gaban ker..yg penting dia tak kisah dan faham kalau I selerakkan dressing table and fill the drawer with my shoes..i actually love to see mine mix around with her super branded stuff..like my Nose be place beside her Ferragamo, my Guess between her Marc Jacobs and Versace and my E71 next to her both Pink and Red Blackberry (with custom made swarovski initial-Glam Nia. Super Class!)

"Hmm, I pon rasa camtu gak. In fact I rasa mcm duduk dgn celebrity plak..(kampong nya i..) Hahah"

Fuhh finally I manage to said something…

"Celebrity? Merepek lah u. Semua ni teknologi la. For sure I nampak buruk kalau tak color rambut, pkai fake lashes, make up ni suma. U pon cantik wat...eh, i suka fake lashes u laa. Mac kan?"

I mengangguk smbil tersengih..(batting eyelashes-glad she noticed that! hihi-perasannya..) then quickly back to the scene.

"Tpi knapa u ckap camtu"

"Hmm?"

"Ur marriage.. tdi u ckap.."

"Haa, sebenarnya, sehari sebelum I datang course ni..my aunt told me that my husband just gone to UK to further his study..dah tu, without even telling me a word k? Macam I nih takde kena ngena langsung lah dengan dia."

Hah..??! I terlopong and that was quite obvious ok? Different wif her. She manage to said it smoothly and cool. Expression -slumber abis..

"Dia tinggal U ngan Ali camtu jer?"

Erghhh lately im so fall in love with Ali - name. Umar Faroq kawan si Carliff pon baru dapat adik nama Ali Zulkarnain..and this new fren of mine named her son Ali Itsmith Rais which according to me let alone the meaning part for a while, but his name was damn stlyo and suit her mom very well. Like..Im Rossadania, Adam Rais (she carry her hsband name behind) and this is my son Ali Itsmith Rais..Wah!! Sukerrr!! Now try mine : Im Shaferrihaiza, Syamsul Amri and meet my son Carliff Al-Imran..naaaa..hahahah..nak jugak!!

"I tak kisah sgt hal kena tinggal tu. Memang slalu I kena tinggal pon. In fact dah almost 6 mos he moved out. It’s a normal thing. But taking 2 years unpaid leave to further his study abroad sound quite huge u know. H.U.G.E.!! At least bgitau lah. Pastu blah lah.."

At least now i can smell a bit of anger.

"Takkan u tak kisah langsung kot?"

"Look at me darling, do I look like I care?"

"Mmmmm...Mestilah. Kalau tak takkan u nak crita semua ni kat I kan?"

"I dah tak kisah pasal i. Its just Ali. Kalau tak every Thursday, Adam will come n pick him. Now that he dah pandai tnya wheres daddy..wat am I suppose to answer him?"

"Yang sebenar-benarnya..pasaipa? Wats wrong?"

"Ntah."

Nia mengeluh, pause for a while then answer me..

"Pay back time kot. God is punishing me. For my dosa2 n mistakes. I actually was in love with his uncle. Sooo deep in love i tell u. Endless love. Till now pon. Cinta dan sayang sangat sampai I sanggup nak jadi second branch."

"Nia?? U ni..."

"Betul...Love me, hate me, i said Yes when he proposed me. Tapi sebab aunty dia ingat I nak bolot harta and rampas title Datin from her, his uncle yg sangat takut bini tu terpaksa mengalah. But come out with this stupid idea that I should marry her nephew so that we can stay close to each other."

"Pastu u pon kawin lah? God! Bleh sakit jantung dgr crita u..."
She smile.

"I met them at the same time, same place. For someone young like us masa tu, i supposed to go all out for the nephew but I when crazy over his uncle. Hahahah..Sound ridiculous but thats what i feel."

Me-laugh.

"I tak tau u bleh faham, bleh terima ke tak, tapi older man always turn me on. Mine was not only charming, smart, handsome, presentable, not to forget rich la kan..hahah..tapi dia pandai sangat2 ambil hati i. U tau tak, he always come to me with somthing suprise..macam ade skali tu dia nak ajak i dine out tapi i malass sangat nak kuar sebab i letih keja sgt haritu. So dia cakap takpe, dia nak datang makan kat umah i. I dont even mention nak makan apa..tapi bila dia tapaw tuna roll dgan mango juice...im sooo touch. Dah tu dia siap ingat i suka tuna roll with bunch of green salads, no pepper n all. Complete set u know. Im like eee..i sayangnya kat uuu..i said that to him betul2 tau. Then masa tengah makan tu kan, he hand me a lavender scented sea salt so that he said i can scrub away my tense..which make me rasa macam.. God, this man really want me! Hahahah. Thats where he gain my bonus point. He's like my
guardian angle. Hes world!"

Me-smile. Trust me she’s already brought me in her wonder-wonderland. Just like heaven.
"Tapi u tak frust ke kawin dgan Adam instead of your real man?"

"Masa I kawin dgan Adam, that was the tragic, sad moment in my life. He sit right beside him during the akad and I keep staring at him as if ive married him. Kan mostly orang nangis skit2 bila dah settle akad nikah kan? I plak nangis gila2 like end of the world lah. Smpai mak i pon hairan. Being sweet person, dia hadiahkan kami rumah yg I tinggal skrg ni which is for me the heaven of mine."

"Sat. Adam tau dak bout u both? Datin? Takkan dia bleh terima u lepas dia marah hsbd dia nak kawin dgn u dulu? "

"Adam never care about us. And Aunty Datin plak had no idea that the lady she cursed moon and sun was the one that she called sweety lately. Hahah."

"Never care? Tak penah kantoi ke? "

Now i sound sangat kaypo-chi plak kan?..

"Adam had his very own hidden agenda when he agreed to marry me. He just want to pleased his parents. They desparately want to see him married and hve a child. Actually Adam my lovely husband of mine is a....."

"What? A Gay? Hahah."

"Camna u tau?"

"What? Tau apa?"

"That Adam is a Gay man!"

"Hah??!! Dia betul2 gay ke? God!..Err..sorry..i didnt mean...Sorryyyy...Nia..jangan marah, i tak sengaja..soriii.."

I cant believe myself that i just said the G word..Gosh! Mesti Nia terasa hati. Tak sayang mulut betul la i niii..

"Eh, takda menda lah u nak sori2 ni... Ntah. I heard stories la..tpi i tak kuasa plak nak pegi selidik, or ask him sbb dia nmpak normal. Even his uncle said i merepek. I dont know..but Its ok. I hve learn to accept it anyway.."

"Tapi i betul2 sorry ok?"

"Ya. Sudah. He's a very good fren of mine. Good company indeed. He love fashion as much as i do. We can spend hours and dried his trust fund like nobody business when we shop. He's kind of husband material jugak u know, rajin tolg i buat keja umah, taking care of Ali, he's normal..i learn to accept, to love him but in the end..he’s nauseatingly, amazing gay man."

"Tapi at least, he gave u Ali,"

"Ali was part of the plan..to pleased his parent remember? Tapi sejak dia lahir, mmg hidup kami berubah. Happy sangat. Cuma Adam yg kian menjauh.."

Now, that she start to tone down..

"But im proud of u Nia. U r so strong. U nampak kuat sgt, mcm org xda masalah pon. Every single thing u said nampak cam simple n remeh tapi bagi i, ur life s complicated and full of dramas..tapi ni betul2 punya drama."

"Tpi tak sangka drama macam kat tv tu betul2 wujud kan? I just can imagine that im part of the drama. That I had to face my life like a telenovela."

"Tapi takpe sebab u cantik macam Rosalinda! Its just that u are Rossadania. Hahahah"

"Hahaha..nasib I lah kot kan. But im happy. Like today God sent me fren yg gila2 mcm i,"

"Do u mind if I write about all this?"

"What? U ni penulis novel ke hape?"

"Hahah..novel cabuk takut tak laku. Im just a damn blogger lah."

"Ohhh..tulislah apa u nak. Bila publish nanti sms i. Tapi tak payah nak pakai nama2 samaran. I xsuka benda2 fake semua. It makes my skin crawl. Hahah,"

"Hahah, geli kan? tpi betul u tak kisah ni? im goin to throw evrything in it..,"

"Ala, mcm la suma org kenal i..sukahati u lah"

"Ok..jgn tetiba i dpat surat saman sudah."

"Itu boleh jadi..i suka express money nih..Hahah..,"

"I bet u. Eh jom kuar minum kopi,"

"U mmg best-lah! Jom!!"



Off Topic :

I miss u Nia!! Till we meet again..


2 comments:

Drama Mama said...

wow, serious telenovela

Anonymous said...

I love your blog. Really full of drama. HappYness most of the time. BUT this time, really make my eye's big and round! keep on writing bebeh!

- aszmin -
ur ex-hostel mate

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